Time will never turn back

Last two days,someone was telling me that my english was improve.
I hope so,but actually my English standard is still very "cha"

18 years,i had live in this world for 18 year.
As a human being,there is something that make me feel, powerless. I have a dream, a dream that may be never come true.
But you know why? some one was telling me," if you have a dream, just do it, make it come true"
I wish too...it will come true...
for the passed 5 year,i spent alot of time,and my life for doing something, something that i think is worthy.For me, and my future.
No Pain,No Gain...
i had learn much in my secondary school life.
what is Friend,
what is HardWorking,
what is fake,"double face"and all those rubbish...

HEY! you know what?
i cannot change whats people thinking,
and I DONT KNOW whats going on that suddently some one very HATE ME!?
its happened once,
i hope wont happen again.

May be my behaviour very disgusting.
SUCK?
May be you just dont like me.

Fuck off!
i backsliding!
HARD WORKING?!
im just stupid,and it cannot be save,ok?

im very disappointed to you okay？！
Now listen carefully! FUCK OFF! ENG BOON LING!!!
you wasting the time, and the time will never turn back!