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Rawang, Selangor, Malaysia
典型狮子座 喜欢有步骤的生活

Monday, May 26, 2014

空荡的草原

经过这这几个星期,感觉就像是昨天
心也痛了,泪也流了,伤过了,哭过了,反省了,后悔了,累了。
现在脑海里已经不知道自己想什么了,
可能这就是一般人,大家都会经过的一个过程,
我不想再为这段遗憾多写几个字了,
因为所有的感觉就在那成长的一刹那,毁灭了。
我变的不自己,像是搁置在一旁的机器,
没有情绪的我怎么会伤心?
所有的歌,顿时变成了歌颂我悲伤的配乐,
但是我不在乎了,我要继续骗自己,我不在乎了。
这些日子下来,我不想再装阳光了,
我也不想那么正面的面对剩下没几年的学生生活,
反而沮丧会让人更加清醒,低落的情绪让人成长得更快。
晚上我拿起了我的吉他,弹起了那几首我会唱的歌,
左手迅速转换着和弦,右手放肆地拨动弦线,
用我不沧桑,不凄凉,不温柔的喉咙,唱起那回不去的过去。
可能不属于我的,永远不会属于我,
属于我的终究会回到我身边,
命运不会被我们卑微的人类超越得了。
前一段感情,我做了等待天鹅的青蛙,
结果却差一点饿死发现真相却是残忍的。
上一段感情,我是个不负责任,自私的人,
换来的是少许的成长与惭愧的伤痕。
这一段感情,我是个天真认为天注定的傻瓜,
做了一个好美的梦,但终究是个梦。
最后爱情这些东西,只是一种把理性的人逼疯的小把戏。
已经没有情绪,就别再有情绪,
让时间重新治愈好我的情绪,再回来吧。
那么这段没有情绪的时间,我就等吧,
我忘了,我最擅长,就是等了。
这里没有大草原,文霖也不是狮子。

Sunday, May 11, 2014

锥心之痛

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金黄莲花

金黄莲花
终于给我等到了

黄莲花

黄莲花
除了白莲,黄莲终于开花了

CPR Y1S1

CPR Y1S1